Over the last few years, I've experienced numerous traumas, seemingly one right after another with little time to rest and reflect in between.
Although I am by nature a somewhat fastidious person given to sensitivity and worrying, this succession of overly distressing events has led me to a constant state of fight-or-flight feelings.
In an effort to find balance, I watch several different weekly sermons online. I've been to two of the churches in real life. I discovered the third through the magic of the YouTube algorithm. They all help keep me grounded, at least on Sunday mornings.
I also turn to sermon transcripts from the church where I grew up. My mother and grandmother collected the leaflets and made their own notes in the margins, so Reverend Woods' words also carry the sentiments of my loved ones.
Once a week, I also sit down with a personalized Paper Sunday journal, flip through the verses to find one which speaks to me, and letter the scripture with a black brush pen. Then, on the left side of the spread, I take time to reflect on the message and write a little essay about it.
No matter what I hear, read, or paint, it's still difficult to stop my mind from anticipating the next crushing piece of news.
Repeating John 14:27 as a mantra helps:
“Peace I leave with you; my peace, I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”
- John 14:27
I breathe in on the first phrase. Hold the thought. Breathe out on the second phrase. Hold that in my heart. Repeat.
I can feel myself becoming more calm each time I read this, and no matter what your spiritual beliefs, I hope this verse helps you as well.
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